Through The Eyes of Chad

My journey living with HIV, Addiction, Loss and Hope

2020, Death, COVID, Gratitude, New Beginnings, Friendships

As 2020 comes to an end, and as I wake up today on the 3rd anniversary of my mom’s death, I want to take a moment to reflect on the year. Each year dealing with my mom’s death changes a bit. I miss her more than ever and there isn’t Read more…


After So Many Years…Why is it so hard?

October 3, 2018 It has been over 8 years since I fled California.  It is interesting to think about it now. At the time nothing was clear, but today I can say I was fleeing.  I was running away from myself. I was running away from the very real destruction Read more…